The Dirty Bouquet

played in the Golden hour.  6:00 pm. I really enjoyed it. I discovered something I never knew.   ~brown eyes~  xoxo  Farrah

    2006.  Previously, I was introduced to the idea of Pandora's Box via an experience I had with someone from high-school.  That time it was music.  I was a slight music aficionado due to my older sister's boyfriend. He had opened up our world to music from the east coast.  A total split from what we were raised listening to in a household ran by a devout Christian.  Imagine my siblings and I in Houston knocking our rides with the Wu-Tang clan and the likes in the 90's.  Oddballs.  But this experience with music through that person, my old high-school friend, introduced me to the classics. Black classics.  The soundtrack of my life from 2001-2006 had been Minnie Riperton, Jeffrey Osbourne, The Commodores (Zoom is my favorite) and more.  And also a soundtrack that led me to the actual box.  To me music and history are undeniably intertwined and when I opened this box.  I was taken back to the foundation of it all through w...

  White sheets are my love language The morning thought 💭 I wanted to type... I erased (it was funny 🤷🏾‍♀️) but  one thing I know about me...I have the power to will a reality that I really don't want to happen just by thinking or saying.  my heart can't handle that. I'll chill.   just go with the photo caption. xoxo - Flynn

 True story...and I should have typed "Vodou" instead.  Anyway, more on this later in an upcoming blog. 

I took this photo of this man on a ride to work on Metro one morning. I couldn't believe this B was facing me. I was pissed.  I did chuckle a little though at his audacity. Now on to it. Health Anxiety...I have it.  Okay, I'm not going to put THAT into the atmosphere...I had it.  Because of what I perceived was extreme weight loss.  I recently began working out again after two months of monitoring myself because of it.  and by monitoring myself, I mean doing absolutely nothing. Waking up and living, no working out, eating whatever just to try and gain weight.   Just when I think i've gained a few pounds the next day, gone.  kept smkng / drinking and even began eating meat to "see"...nothing. The only thing that relieved me a little was remembering the doctor's visit I had in early when I registered at my current weight with clothes on. That means I would have been less naked right?  Does that make sense? so essentially, I've gained? I even h...

I'm pretty sure I was HAF here. In fact, 9 times out of 10 if you see me in person, I'll be bare faced.  I do like when my makeup is worn though...like hours in. I come from an era where makeup was not a thing. Social media was also not a thing. I always think about how different life would be if it were. Circa 95-99?..."tuh"  I can guarantee that this young generation would be even more crazy.  Each generation says that. One thing I did do besides lipgloss, sliced/shaved eyebrows and deep black lip liner? red lipstick. I inherited it from my mother and it was only on occasion. And this was also a time when I wore dresses to highschool. Work dresses to be exact. smh.  I was in corporate before I actually went corporate. I've always had more than a few screws loose.  xoxo Flynn PS: I did a whole photoshoot with this makeup...I didn't show anyone .